Ok, I still don’t understand it, but now I’m insulted and pissed.

Sooooo, yeah, sometimes , more so come here lately, I step back and re-evaluate my roster. Chicks that aren’t as nice looking as I would like, or that I can’t have a good convo with and cuddle and shit, or even chicks that just plain out ain’t at the quality level that I want get cut. You combine that with the fact that I deal with college girls, girls that leave town at the end of semester or graduate or something and I end up with no one to kick it with. I just finished cutting down the roster. I wasn’t trying to have no relationship or nothing but I was cutting down to pretty much one chick. I knew there would not be anywhere near the amount of pipelaying that I would have liked , but I’ll sacrifice that shit anytime to be kicking it with a cute smart funny chick that I genuinely enjoyed kicking it with. I ripped once. It was good. I enjoyed my self and she did too, or so she said. (That is gonna be another blog. Chicks always telling me I make them nut a lot and stuff. I know chicks fake. I know they fake a lot. I’m not saying I make every chick bust, but if I don’t its has been times when I know I wasn’t doing my job. I just get the feeling that sometimes I think I’m doing a good job and she tells me I’m doing a good job that she has to be lying. I really feel like I get told that I am good too damn much. Seriously. The only thing that I can think of that might make me good is maybe I have one of those really well shaped penises, but my one good shaped penis should not work on all cootchies. Is it normal for a man to question his own abilities?)

I thought there were gonna be more rip sessions, but she got really busy cause it was the end of the semester and she is doing the 5 year joint for SBI. I had stopped kicking with this other bi-chick in favor of her and had stopped looking for new ass for the time being. She stayed super busy and when she was done with the school shit her brother came down to visit and then they left town for the break. My back up plan also left cause she graduated. Forbidden chick left town. That sucks cause I only did her once too. I put it down, but I like to break chicks atleast 3-5 times to get that “I feel comfortable enough to really show you how wild and freaky I truly am.” break session. I get better too as I get to know my females body. (Yeah I said MY FEMALE. Even if we aren’t in a relationship I still kinda feel like she is mine. It helps them to feel more comfortable and it is just the type of dude I am. My allure is that I am a man. I am the protector, take care of shit type dude. I really think that is what is really my best attribute. Chicks will dig whether or not I am spending hella time in gym or not. Fewer chicks dig me when I’m not in the gym, but that is how it is.)

Anyway, before I drag this shit out any farther, with no real point in sight….. It is now Thursday and I still haven’t heard from Ol’ girl that I made my last blog about. I’m pissed cause my roster is basically at zero. I don’t really have anyone in town that I can break, or just go and chill and hang out with. That is why I have acted like a whiny bitch over this whole situation. Under normal circumstances I would be like “Oh, you just wanna play with the BULLY, ….well fuck you too. I won’t even remember your name in a week and a half anyway.” But she caught me at a weak point. And what really messes me up is that I don’t understand why she did this. She called me. She brought up ripping and all that. I really would have been happy kicking it with her. She lives close to the crib too. I’d be like “Fuck PS2. I’m gonna go watch a movie with Ol’ Girl”. Oh fucking well. She got me.

-Mister Fuckin’ Pickles