New beginnings
So yeah, as I stated in a previous Blog I am leaving my job and going back home to do the Grad School thing. Now that the whole "Hey, I'm not gonna be making flour anymore!!" and the "Wow, I'm gonna be the old guy in class." and the "Damn, I'm gonna be back at home in my Momma's house again." stages I am, now starting to drift into the "This is my chance at a whole new beginning." stage.
I think I will do so much better all around this time in college, and when job hunting time comes around. I say this because I have matured soooooo much in this past year. I have never lived away from home, I have been off on a couple of internships, and each time I grew up some. Ihave been doing this shit for a damn year. I've learned alot about myself, people, and life in general.
Its kinda weird. Some of the things that have changed about me and or my views are complete opposites. I've learened to be alot more appreciative and the importance of showing that appreciation, but I have also learned the importance of knowing when, and to what level of intensity, to be a self centered asshole. I've always understood the importance of taking care of numer one. Don't get me wrong, being really nice to people and all that is great, but you yourself being happy is what is really important. I know this shit will probably come off as super asshloish , but I think most people that really KNOW me will have an understanding of what I'm getting at.
Anyway, I really kinda feel I have a new shot at life. I don't feel like I have pissed away my life so far, but I do know that I haven't made my best attempt at much of anything. I know that I am capable of great great things, but virtually everything that I have done for a long long time has been with little to no effort. I've been coasting, just chillin. Going through this year of making flour has really opened my eyes to alot of stuff, and I hope I don't piss away what I have learned.
But, I still say "FUCK FLOUR", "FUCK ALL THAT (SHIT)", "........BITCH.......", AND "I'm Clyde!!"
until
-Clyde, the motherfuckin' BULLY
I think I will do so much better all around this time in college, and when job hunting time comes around. I say this because I have matured soooooo much in this past year. I have never lived away from home, I have been off on a couple of internships, and each time I grew up some. Ihave been doing this shit for a damn year. I've learned alot about myself, people, and life in general.
Its kinda weird. Some of the things that have changed about me and or my views are complete opposites. I've learened to be alot more appreciative and the importance of showing that appreciation, but I have also learned the importance of knowing when, and to what level of intensity, to be a self centered asshole. I've always understood the importance of taking care of numer one. Don't get me wrong, being really nice to people and all that is great, but you yourself being happy is what is really important. I know this shit will probably come off as super asshloish , but I think most people that really KNOW me will have an understanding of what I'm getting at.
Anyway, I really kinda feel I have a new shot at life. I don't feel like I have pissed away my life so far, but I do know that I haven't made my best attempt at much of anything. I know that I am capable of great great things, but virtually everything that I have done for a long long time has been with little to no effort. I've been coasting, just chillin. Going through this year of making flour has really opened my eyes to alot of stuff, and I hope I don't piss away what I have learned.
But, I still say "FUCK FLOUR", "FUCK ALL THAT (SHIT)", "........BITCH.......", AND "I'm Clyde!!"
until
-Clyde, the motherfuckin' BULLY
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