Just had a talk with my ex-girlfriend

So.....yeah, I just got off the phone with my ex. Damn our shit is all fucked up. Its late, time for bed, and I need to piss, so this is gonna be quick.

I still have mad feeling for her, a big part of me wants to be back with her. A smaller, but still really strong, more rationally thinking part of me says "Naw, Big Dog, for this, this, and that reason." I'm a fucking engineer by design. My rational part is so fucking strong til it don't make no since. Sometimes, although I like what it adds to most other aspects of my life, I feel like it messes up some of the "finer" points in my life.

What fucks shit up for me and her is that we might end up being really close to each other, geographically by the end of next month. I wonder if I should just not listen to my rational side so much and just proceed with caution as in opposed to completely making a detour?

I dunno. Guys talk to the bully.