Thin Line between idiocy and genius
I swear I do the most idiotic and or weird things some times. I just got finished pushing a roller chair around in an oval for like five minutes straight. Fucking crazy.......yeah, I know. I do a lot of weird shit like that, I'm actually a kind of weird dude. Not weird where you wouldn't wanna leave me alone in your mom's house just different.........its just obvious, at times, that I don't think like the average person.
I have a very good reason for this, though, I'm a smart dude. I don't mentally idle well at all. I need something to keep my mind cranking. Be it calculus or a roller chair I gotta have something. What makes things so bad is that I think I kinda have a.d.d. along with the random way of thinking, so that means I sparaticly think about abstract shit some times. A couple things that I know can hold my attention are training and problem solving, especially mechanical type shit. On my last internship I did a lot of design/redesign stuff. Never got bored or did silly shit like push a chair around in a fucking circle. I miss using my mind for good shit like design and stuff. I love my mind and my mind's potential,and I so hate that is going to waste.
DAMN.
Maybe I will take up model building or some shit, some sort of mentally challenging hobby
-Mr. Mind going to goo
I have a very good reason for this, though, I'm a smart dude. I don't mentally idle well at all. I need something to keep my mind cranking. Be it calculus or a roller chair I gotta have something. What makes things so bad is that I think I kinda have a.d.d. along with the random way of thinking, so that means I sparaticly think about abstract shit some times. A couple things that I know can hold my attention are training and problem solving, especially mechanical type shit. On my last internship I did a lot of design/redesign stuff. Never got bored or did silly shit like push a chair around in a fucking circle. I miss using my mind for good shit like design and stuff. I love my mind and my mind's potential,and I so hate that is going to waste.
DAMN.
Maybe I will take up model building or some shit, some sort of mentally challenging hobby
-Mr. Mind going to goo
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