Ok, its early Friday Morning August 25, 2006
9:25 am to be exact. I’m sittin here. Juuusssst sittin here reading other mofo’s blogs. I’m just sittin here all restless and shyt. It’s really not too uncommon for me to get this feeling. I’m not too much the sit still type. Not too much at all. I really feel that I am a smart, intellectual type dude. Buuuuttttttt even more than that I’m a tough, physical, get up and get it type dude. Sometimes I really wonder if this is what I was really meant for.
Soo I’ve heard ol’ white folks be like “I was born in the wrong era……. I should have been born in the times of Lewis and Clark times and gone on expiditions and all that.” And like most of you I have kinda thought they were crazy cause I do not want to go back to having to poop outside all the time. Not having a.c. while I had a hangover would really lick balls. But then again, sometimes I really understand where they are coming from. This might sound weird, but only because I know about a lot of stuff and cultures and history shit. I think a lot about these Mexican Indians. I don’t remember if they were Aztec or Myan, or just some smaller type tribe or what not, but they Associated their warriors with flowers. They didn’t think their warriors were gay or nothing, playing with pansies and stuff, they compared the warriors with flowers cause they felt that a warrior’s life should be like that of a flower. Cool shit. The whole thing was that the dudes should grow up have a period of greatness and then die. The whole blaze of glory thing.
Maybe I don’t completely feel like I should go out, do some wild shit and die, but I do kinda feel like I am suited for a much more physical, aggressive, outdoor life. Not in the military cause I wouldn’t wanna be burdened by all that structure, but ….. I don’t know.
I’m a fucking beast and I get really uncomfortable sometimes just sitting around. Maybe I should have really tried to pursue a career in football, or fighting or something. I felt so comfortable doing the football thing. You know all it was was a bunch of smashing and heavy collisions and shit and it made me feel damn good. Same with fighting. If I had the time and the resources I would soooooo get into that shit hardcore. I don’t know man. Maybe I just need to go and rip some chick. Just go and get some good ass ass. Just release this build up of Testostorone in my system.
I’m trippin.
-the BULLY
Soo I’ve heard ol’ white folks be like “I was born in the wrong era……. I should have been born in the times of Lewis and Clark times and gone on expiditions and all that.” And like most of you I have kinda thought they were crazy cause I do not want to go back to having to poop outside all the time. Not having a.c. while I had a hangover would really lick balls. But then again, sometimes I really understand where they are coming from. This might sound weird, but only because I know about a lot of stuff and cultures and history shit. I think a lot about these Mexican Indians. I don’t remember if they were Aztec or Myan, or just some smaller type tribe or what not, but they Associated their warriors with flowers. They didn’t think their warriors were gay or nothing, playing with pansies and stuff, they compared the warriors with flowers cause they felt that a warrior’s life should be like that of a flower. Cool shit. The whole thing was that the dudes should grow up have a period of greatness and then die. The whole blaze of glory thing.
Maybe I don’t completely feel like I should go out, do some wild shit and die, but I do kinda feel like I am suited for a much more physical, aggressive, outdoor life. Not in the military cause I wouldn’t wanna be burdened by all that structure, but ….. I don’t know.
I’m a fucking beast and I get really uncomfortable sometimes just sitting around. Maybe I should have really tried to pursue a career in football, or fighting or something. I felt so comfortable doing the football thing. You know all it was was a bunch of smashing and heavy collisions and shit and it made me feel damn good. Same with fighting. If I had the time and the resources I would soooooo get into that shit hardcore. I don’t know man. Maybe I just need to go and rip some chick. Just go and get some good ass ass. Just release this build up of Testostorone in my system.
I’m trippin.
-the BULLY
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