Well.......
Circa early September 2006
Well, I think it is almost time for me to (as me and my boy from Va. Call it) start “singing Usher songs”. That’s what we would say when we would get in our “Oh I need a girlfriend” kick. Buuuutttttt, this is also another way that I can tell that I am growing up, but I am still kinda having that duality of the BULLY vs. Sweet Nigga. It is kinda hard for me o explain. But I understand it sooo much in my head. What is happening is tha instead of having completely different agendas. They are coming to a decent compromise. Still not quite in the middle, the BULLY usually wins out, but close.
If you don’t know what the hell I’m talking bout with the battle of Sweet Nigga and the BULLY then it probably means you don’t really know me. I’ll explain. The BULLY is a lot like a real bull. For all you city folk a bull just wants to have his women and run around and smash ‘em, and if another bull comes around to try to smash with his women the original bull will go over and mush the new bull. That is all that goes through a bull’s mind. Smash and mush. Passion and aggression. The other side of me, Sweet Nigga , is just that really sweet. I mean really nice, caring blah blah blah. I mostly go through kicks when one side or the other will win out over the other more or less. When it comes to women and relationships this ends up being me wanting to just rip broads or wanting to settle down with one for a while.
Things are different now cause I really just feel like kicking it with chicks, rippin ‘em here and there, but trying to get to know broads to find one that I do wanna try to kick it with. Something like normal people do. Much better than sweet nigga kickin’ in after I’ve been kickin’ it with a chick that I rip a lot and tying to be with her.
I’m anxious to see how this works out.
-the Pickle
P.s.: MMMMaaaaaannnnn, I need to get me a woman before I move back to Cairo/Tally….. or atleast shortly after. There be some fine ass employees in dis binph. I’m gonna get myself in trouble.
Well, I think it is almost time for me to (as me and my boy from Va. Call it) start “singing Usher songs”. That’s what we would say when we would get in our “Oh I need a girlfriend” kick. Buuuutttttt, this is also another way that I can tell that I am growing up, but I am still kinda having that duality of the BULLY vs. Sweet Nigga. It is kinda hard for me o explain. But I understand it sooo much in my head. What is happening is tha instead of having completely different agendas. They are coming to a decent compromise. Still not quite in the middle, the BULLY usually wins out, but close.
If you don’t know what the hell I’m talking bout with the battle of Sweet Nigga and the BULLY then it probably means you don’t really know me. I’ll explain. The BULLY is a lot like a real bull. For all you city folk a bull just wants to have his women and run around and smash ‘em, and if another bull comes around to try to smash with his women the original bull will go over and mush the new bull. That is all that goes through a bull’s mind. Smash and mush. Passion and aggression. The other side of me, Sweet Nigga , is just that really sweet. I mean really nice, caring blah blah blah. I mostly go through kicks when one side or the other will win out over the other more or less. When it comes to women and relationships this ends up being me wanting to just rip broads or wanting to settle down with one for a while.
Things are different now cause I really just feel like kicking it with chicks, rippin ‘em here and there, but trying to get to know broads to find one that I do wanna try to kick it with. Something like normal people do. Much better than sweet nigga kickin’ in after I’ve been kickin’ it with a chick that I rip a lot and tying to be with her.
I’m anxious to see how this works out.
-the Pickle
P.s.: MMMMaaaaaannnnn, I need to get me a woman before I move back to Cairo/Tally….. or atleast shortly after. There be some fine ass employees in dis binph. I’m gonna get myself in trouble.
posted by RAGING BULL at 9:15 PM
1 Comments:
Merge these personalities, I tell you! But seriously, CBJ, I'm seeing two things that stick out in all this chitter-chatter (1) You are fucking around with immature-ass females, and (2) your attitude toward women isn't consistent (in my opinion, anyway, but isn't that why you want my comments?). Sure, the Bully is all rough sex, fun, and games, but real women want a balance. Only girls actually want to be with someone who is playing mind games and being disrespectful, especially on purpose. You can't build a foundation on that mess. What happens when one of you gets right and wants to go further with the relationship? Can you guarantee that the other is on the same page? That's how miscommunication and hurt feelings happen.
Also, this whole broads/brizzles/wifey thing is a bit off. It's either all or nothing. Either ALL women are disposable to you, or you value all of them. Sure there will be shitty women that you come across in life who will make you want to hate us all, but there are men like that as well. Don't be out there trying to smash all of us like beercans :) You never know when what YOU do affects someone else's outlook on life, just likie someone before them has affected yours.
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