Tuesday, December 05, 2006

Am I still worthy of the name?

Yeah, so I went out Saturday night. It ended up being a pretty ok night. I fell of in this chill spot/lounge place. It was pretty cool, it was really just an old house that some cat put a super full ass bar in. They played music, there was no dance floor, or dancing, just a kick back spot.

I end up sitting at this table with a couple nice looking proffesional ladies. Good job having chicks. Prolly make a lot more money than me chicks. I kick it for a minute and decide to go somwhere there will be dancing and livliness, so I decide to go ahead and get a number. I think to myself: Ok, I really want the nicer looking ones number, but I have much better chances with the not so cute one (She wasn't ugly, just not as good looking as the other). Ummmm, I'm going for the pretty one.

I ask for the pretty one's number, and she says "Awwww, if I didn't have a boyfriend....." So I sit there for a few seconds looking a little lost and discouraged and then smiled and said "Now I'm wondering how much of an asshole would I be if were to ask you for your number (while looking at the other one)"....... It didn't work out. I laughed some told them bye, and left.

I ended up meeting some other chick at this other place while she was headed to her car. We talked for a while, then she wanted to go back to the place I had just left......I said it wasn't hitting on much cause I didn't want to see them other chicks. And we end up going back to her place, kicked it some she fell asleep and I left. The weird thing is that I didn't cut. Didn't try to cut. She is a pretty cute chick 5-7 nice legs and booty (smart chick too, she has like 2 bachelors one in nutrition and the other in something like sociology or something, I don't remember and she is working on some sort of management thing now), but I didn't wanna just fuck her. I really kind of respected her, even though she brought me back to the crib late as fuck. I mean straight up bootycall hours, but I couldn't get my self to try anything.

I lfelt like a big ol' fag. Not six months ago I would have been all up in that with my thumb in her booty. I'm growing up and becoming a nice guy for real for real. Its kinda really uncomfortable for me.

I guess I'm just starting too want to settle down more and see women as more than just something to stick my cock and thumb in. I'll still rip up some ol' brizzle, unless I slip up and get it in my head that she is worth something.


-the guy formerly known as the BULLY....now known as the VAGINA

2 Comments:

Blogger editor said...

LMAO!!!!

Thank you for introducing your blog to me!!!

You are hilarious and the comment you left on my blog...YOu should be shot! LOL!

I'm gonna go ahead and give you a shout. I think my readers will enjoy you....

Ms. Tee from Share My World

12:23 AM  
Blogger Economista said...

Don't listen to other men who fuck their co-workers...I'm sure they aren't married, and if they are, that shit is on the rocks :/ I can't think of the exact quote, but there's a saying that essentially says 'You are what you think you are.' If you want to find a wife, be of the marriage mindset. More on that later.

7:42 PM  

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