The shit I do is not supposed to be done to me.
Ok....so Saturday night Slim chick #2 was over and was playin with my phone, like she always does, except this time she actually had the balls to go through it. I knew she was gonna do it and I didn't give a fuck.
This is how things went
Her: Who is (real name of Slim Chick #1)?
the BULLY: A friend.
Her: And she calls you "Honey"?
the BULLY: Yep. We have known each other for a loooong time.
Her: And you call her "Babe"?
the BULLY:......Yep. We're dating.
Her: Are you sleeping with her?
the BULLY: (thinks about the text sent to Q tellin her how I banged ol girl out twice...real real good) Gimme my damn cell phone.
the BULLY: ...........Yeah, we have sex sometimes. (Well, its only sex sometimes cause we aren't together all the time. We're like little rabbits around each other)
I told her that I reallly did like her (slim chick #2), but I'm just not ready to be exclusive. And that is the real deal.
Her: blah blah blah
the BULLY: Blah blah blah blah
after a while
her: So can get me a friend with benefits?
the BULLY: I can't stop you. I'm not saying I'll like it, but I can't stop you.
Fast forward to yesterday.
Her: Well, you told me that you wanted to know, so I have met a dude and we are gonna start dating.
the BULLY: Damn......ok........(starts thinking about how he has been thinking about chick a lot ore lately and how much he has thought about her lately and all that.......and e-mails with Q about her and all that shit........starts to feel like saying fuck all that. If she wants to talk to other dude fuckin' let her. And let her fuckin miss me.)
I told her that I didn't like it. She tried to argue her point that she should be able to do it if I was, but I just repeatedly cut her off and told her that I wasn't telling her to not do shit. I told her that I didn't like it...and had to figure out if I would let my pride win and no talk to her anymore.
Anyway.....I didn't sleep to well last night. I called her on her house and cell phones and she didn't return my calls...second time she has done that this week. (The first time was Tuesday night.....she told me she was with dude...How nice.) So, I kinda feel like I should try to still kick it with chick cause I was doing it first, so why should she sit and wait on me and all that bullshit, but....I feel like she is intentionally doing this to try to game me. If a broad tries to game me I don't play into that shit which makes me want to do waaaayyyy less than what I would have normally done.
But maybe this is a point that I should swallow my pride and show her she is worth me pursuing and all that. Which is something I rarely (or never) do. (Yeah, I am an arrogant ass BULL of a man). I do things to show chicks that I like/care for them, but when it comes to breaking myself for a chick....going against my pride.....naw, homie. That shit don't just happen too often. And doing anything at all that may seem like I am feeding into the "He is now trying to outshine the other guy/compete for her attention" type thing is NOT gonna go well with my big BULLISH pride.
Right now, the only way I see me doing this and making myself happy is if I put in the effort just to fuck her right quick and then stop calling her. But I don't really want to do that to her.....not really.
Maybe I'll just break myself a litte and see what happens.
Edit:
I'll just pursue as normal, but the moment that I do not feel like I am a priority I fall back.
fffuuuuuuucccckkkkkkkk....come one Memorial Day Weekend!!
-the BULLY
This is how things went
Her: Who is (real name of Slim Chick #1)?
the BULLY: A friend.
Her: And she calls you "Honey"?
the BULLY: Yep. We have known each other for a loooong time.
Her: And you call her "Babe"?
the BULLY:......Yep. We're dating.
Her: Are you sleeping with her?
the BULLY: (thinks about the text sent to Q tellin her how I banged ol girl out twice...real real good) Gimme my damn cell phone.
the BULLY: ...........Yeah, we have sex sometimes. (Well, its only sex sometimes cause we aren't together all the time. We're like little rabbits around each other)
I told her that I reallly did like her (slim chick #2), but I'm just not ready to be exclusive. And that is the real deal.
Her: blah blah blah
the BULLY: Blah blah blah blah
after a while
her: So can get me a friend with benefits?
the BULLY: I can't stop you. I'm not saying I'll like it, but I can't stop you.
Fast forward to yesterday.
Her: Well, you told me that you wanted to know, so I have met a dude and we are gonna start dating.
the BULLY: Damn......ok........(starts thinking about how he has been thinking about chick a lot ore lately and how much he has thought about her lately and all that.......and e-mails with Q about her and all that shit........starts to feel like saying fuck all that. If she wants to talk to other dude fuckin' let her. And let her fuckin miss me.)
I told her that I didn't like it. She tried to argue her point that she should be able to do it if I was, but I just repeatedly cut her off and told her that I wasn't telling her to not do shit. I told her that I didn't like it...and had to figure out if I would let my pride win and no talk to her anymore.
Anyway.....I didn't sleep to well last night. I called her on her house and cell phones and she didn't return my calls...second time she has done that this week. (The first time was Tuesday night.....she told me she was with dude...How nice.) So, I kinda feel like I should try to still kick it with chick cause I was doing it first, so why should she sit and wait on me and all that bullshit, but....I feel like she is intentionally doing this to try to game me. If a broad tries to game me I don't play into that shit which makes me want to do waaaayyyy less than what I would have normally done.
But maybe this is a point that I should swallow my pride and show her she is worth me pursuing and all that. Which is something I rarely (or never) do. (Yeah, I am an arrogant ass BULL of a man). I do things to show chicks that I like/care for them, but when it comes to breaking myself for a chick....going against my pride.....naw, homie. That shit don't just happen too often. And doing anything at all that may seem like I am feeding into the "He is now trying to outshine the other guy/compete for her attention" type thing is NOT gonna go well with my big BULLISH pride.
Right now, the only way I see me doing this and making myself happy is if I put in the effort just to fuck her right quick and then stop calling her. But I don't really want to do that to her.....not really.
Maybe I'll just break myself a litte and see what happens.
Edit:
I'll just pursue as normal, but the moment that I do not feel like I am a priority I fall back.
fffuuuuuuucccckkkkkkkk....come one Memorial Day Weekend!!
-the BULLY
Labels: BULLY PRIDE
posted by RAGING BULL at 8:02 AM
9 Comments:
lol this is the main reason why I teach folks the importance of LOCK codes on your gadgets.
Saves a lot of drama and bullshyt.
Naw, I was gonna tell her anyway....figured it was the right thing to do.
This is what I get for trying to not be grimey.
LOL @ i am j.
I cant wait to see the outcome of this cat and mouse you all got going on...remember that 80/20 rule. If you dont know I can expand..holla at ya gurl!
hey bully - now as a chick who has alot of platonic male friends I have a couple questions- do you want to show her that your interested in her so that she stops seeing other dude? and if she does stop seeing other dude cause your putting in time will you stop seeing slim chick #1? are you really sure that shes seeing another dude or is she just telling you that to get your boxers in a bunch?
personally, I dont look through mens phones, cause I dont want them looking through mine. and most of the women that I know who do look through phones do it looking for something to confirm their suspicions...
Hey Bully!! The commenter, Trouble, brings up a very good point. Unless she had this guy waiting on the sidelines...it sounds too quick and sudden like. So I'd venture to guess she's just gaming you. Some women play that game very, very well. Hold out 'cause if you're not ready to be exclusive, it won't be good. Do you and let her play by her dayum self!
Just my little 2 cents!! :)
Prime example is dudes not wanting something until its gone... as long as she was available it was OK for you to take your time with committing but now that she's dating someone your like damn maybe I should have played that different.
Why is that bully? That guys wait until we have other options to tell us how they really feel?
I say take your time. Date freely. If she stays on your mind, then maybe you two will re-evaluate the relationship. Otherwise, keep doing you. If she starts to make other dude more of a priority, then at least you can walk away not lookin a total ass, and you'll know that she wasn't the one to get serious with either.
sooooo just take your time baby.
I'ma be with Eb on this one but IO already gave you my take at a damned length via phone and text so you don't want me telling you off again do you???
this is my first visit and i must say that i'm feeling your rantings.
this is that double standard that every man has trouble with. i have been through it. i do not know what it is that makes us think that we are that special. i think you took the right approach though. it will be interesting to see how things play out. i will stay tuned.
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