A slight re-emergence of the old me.
So, yeah, I feel the old me starting to peek around the corner. I really kinda like the old me. Then again, I kinda don't like thwe old me, but I don't know why. Maybe I don't like the old me cause I'm older now I'm pretty sure that, left unchecked, the old me will get me killed. This is because, well..... the older I get the more I am afraid of stuff. Not afraid of dumb shit like how my little sister is afraid of squirrels, but shit I should be afraid of, like getting a speeding ticket, or pissing someone off that really is trill and being killed, or fear of hurting myself when I'm just acting a plain ole ass.
Most people call it common sense. I won't say that I didn't have any common sense because I had a full understanding of what could happen to me as a consequence of any of my actions. The problem was that I just couldn't really understand how much it would or could actually suck. In my head I would have been able to handle whatever, however and it not be any real problem. I mean handle anything, be it me getting a broad pregnant and having to worry about taking care of a kid as I went through school, or getting into an accident while doing 100mph on I-75 because I tried to do something "cool". It wasn't quite the invincibility thing, it was more of the combination of lack of forethought, and not caring what did happen.
I would be blogging longer, but I'm lat to class now.
Before I go, though, I just want to say "Aldalicious" . "Aldalicious" just slides of the tongue so nicely.
I mean the word, not the person.
Nasty.
-Mister Pickles
Most people call it common sense. I won't say that I didn't have any common sense because I had a full understanding of what could happen to me as a consequence of any of my actions. The problem was that I just couldn't really understand how much it would or could actually suck. In my head I would have been able to handle whatever, however and it not be any real problem. I mean handle anything, be it me getting a broad pregnant and having to worry about taking care of a kid as I went through school, or getting into an accident while doing 100mph on I-75 because I tried to do something "cool". It wasn't quite the invincibility thing, it was more of the combination of lack of forethought, and not caring what did happen.
I would be blogging longer, but I'm lat to class now.
Before I go, though, I just want to say "Aldalicious" . "Aldalicious" just slides of the tongue so nicely.
I mean the word, not the person.
Nasty.
-Mister Pickles
posted by RAGING BULL at 3:20 PM
1 Comments:
yeah like that time that we went on our tour of the bahamas? or how about the time you did donuts in an echo...It's times like that remind you that, I could have gotten myself killed or I wouldn't be here right now would I?
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