Crazy Fuckin' Cubans
So I was listening to the radio this morning while I was getting ready for work, the news break came on and they said sumthin’ ‘bout the city commission in Miami was planning for some great big festival/celebration/party/cotillion thing at the Orange Bowl for Castro’s Death……..What the fuck? A city approved celebration for the death of a man? Them damn Cubans are crazy as hell. I mean, yeah, Ol’ Fidel is commie and all that and sent all them crazy folks to Miami and he must have told Hurricane Andrew to F’up Miami too, by how these folks are actin’. I mean, yeah I’m hella cynical and all that but damn…I mean really. A city approved party in the Damn Orange Bowl for a man’s death………Niggro Please!!!!!
Hearing that crap helped me to realize how much I should pay attention to the news. I’m so super unattached until it is not even funny. I watch digital cable, listen to satellite radio and C.D.’s. I thought about how good it would be for me to try to listen to local broadcast radio and then got in my truck and turned up the C.D…..Cock Cock Cock and lean..Can I hit from the back….hit it from the back. That is what I listened to instead……..Oh well, I guess I just got my morning information from Ricky Fuckin’ Ross instead. Oh well.
Anyway, I talked to an old friend last night on the phone. We haven’t actually talked to each other in forever, just been facebooking each other mostly. She is a really cool girl, I think she is my type. I met her back in the summer of ’03. we interned together, I tried to get my game on with her, but instead I ended up almost fighting her…….literally. She was a button pusher. I’m not stable enough to deal with that crap, she pushed and pushed aaaannnndddddd I snapped. We were both being pretty immature about the whole thing and prolly being a little too much like each other. What really stood out to me about our short convo last night was how she didn’t sound like her normal overly confident cocky smart ass self. Not quite.
She is lonely. She has been at her job in Ohio for bout 6 months and doesn’t know anyone. No one to do anything with or nothing. I got to thinking bout it and really thought about how not everyone can be strong all the time in all situations. Only the truly strong can be strong in the face of adversary. It kinda made me feel better bout myself because I know that I am strong enough to handle somethings that other folks that I know and respect for having strength can’t. And not wanting to seem like I am taking joy in her unhappiness, but I kinda like seeing that she is a little vulnerable. I don’t know why. Ahhhhh, I know why. I liked it cause it was a glimpse into the unguarded her. She might end up being my wife….we made an agreement that if we aren’t Married or envolved by the time I am 28 then we are gonna get married to each other. I hate it when I know nice chicks that live far far away and or are involved.
-the BULLY
Hearing that crap helped me to realize how much I should pay attention to the news. I’m so super unattached until it is not even funny. I watch digital cable, listen to satellite radio and C.D.’s. I thought about how good it would be for me to try to listen to local broadcast radio and then got in my truck and turned up the C.D…..Cock Cock Cock and lean..Can I hit from the back….hit it from the back. That is what I listened to instead……..Oh well, I guess I just got my morning information from Ricky Fuckin’ Ross instead. Oh well.
Anyway, I talked to an old friend last night on the phone. We haven’t actually talked to each other in forever, just been facebooking each other mostly. She is a really cool girl, I think she is my type. I met her back in the summer of ’03. we interned together, I tried to get my game on with her, but instead I ended up almost fighting her…….literally. She was a button pusher. I’m not stable enough to deal with that crap, she pushed and pushed aaaannnndddddd I snapped. We were both being pretty immature about the whole thing and prolly being a little too much like each other. What really stood out to me about our short convo last night was how she didn’t sound like her normal overly confident cocky smart ass self. Not quite.
She is lonely. She has been at her job in Ohio for bout 6 months and doesn’t know anyone. No one to do anything with or nothing. I got to thinking bout it and really thought about how not everyone can be strong all the time in all situations. Only the truly strong can be strong in the face of adversary. It kinda made me feel better bout myself because I know that I am strong enough to handle somethings that other folks that I know and respect for having strength can’t. And not wanting to seem like I am taking joy in her unhappiness, but I kinda like seeing that she is a little vulnerable. I don’t know why. Ahhhhh, I know why. I liked it cause it was a glimpse into the unguarded her. She might end up being my wife….we made an agreement that if we aren’t Married or envolved by the time I am 28 then we are gonna get married to each other. I hate it when I know nice chicks that live far far away and or are involved.
-the BULLY
posted by RAGING BULL at 9:54 PM
1 Comments:
I thought it was "cock them legs up"? Oh well, I won't haggle over Rick Ross' lyrical semantics. That Castro business is messed up :( He's still a human...
Anyway, umm, I can see where you're coming from with liking to see a vulnerable side. It helps me relate to people becasue yo ucan see that they're real, outside of the bullshit facade that we all put up...
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