The BULLY is SAD!!!!
Yeah man, so it CAN happen. Not mad and sad just kinda sad.
So, yeah, this chick that I kicked it with about a year ago came up to kick it with me tonight. I have brought her up in a blog before, but never anything extensive...I called her Bi-Chick. Anyway, after I first stopped kicking it with her towards the middle of last summer to kick it with Triflin' Chick I got to thinking about how she was a good fun chick. Maybe not THE right chick for me to wifey up, but still a good chick. She came up here and we went out and had a few drinks and dinner and then went to this party/first friday in the little ass town that I work in. I spent way more money on her for dinner and drinks then I have ever done, but I rationalized it out cause I thought she was a good chick. Honestly she is the only chick in a long time whose motives I didn't question, I guess I kinda trusted her. Thats huge cause the Muthafuckin' BULLY don't trust no women. I even told her that I thought she was a good chick and that I didn't question her agenda and reinforced that with the whole "I don't trust women" thing.
So after dinner we headed over to the party, it was all to the good. She gets my type of humor and is a smart ass back to me, I'm digging it. We leave the party early, come back to the spizzot, she goes and pees and says "I'm gonna go."
What?
I'm gonna go home...
What... are you really gonna leave?
Yeah, I'm straight....I'll make it.
Naw, just stay here, its cool.
No, I'm just gonna go home, I gotta go to work tomorrow.
Yeah, at 12. Just get in the bed.
We went back and forth a few times, but she still left. And I got sad.
I am sad. I wasn't worried about fucking her, not really. I would have been plenty happy to just cuddle and get a little pat and tickle going. But she still left.
I'm going through some sort of funk or something. She came all the way from Tallahassee to T-ville, and then decided to go back home. What the fuck? It was her idea to come up here in the first place. What the fuck?
Ok, so yeah, she has been dating some dude for 8 or 9 months, but so. I don't give a shit. I'm the MUTHAFUCKIN' BULLY. I take precedence over all that shit, especially when YOU KNOW YOU are having a good time with me.
So now I am starting to get mad some. Cause I know she is going over to that pussyass musician dude that she has been seeing for damn near a year. Fuck him. Fuck her....where the fuck is my JT Money CD? (that pimpin on wax album gets me through when females upset me....Ho problems aint no problem....don't hate the game cause ain't gon solve 'em)
I'm sad yo.
Did the only chick that I actually thought was a good chick play me? Or did this good chick just do the right thing by not stay the night with me and going to the other dude of 8 or 9 months.
I don't give a shit either way cause I am the ONE that is sad. I even told her that I was sad for her to leave, but oh fucking well.
I've been doing this good guy shit for like all year.....bout to get tired of it.
FUCK!!!!!
I'm out. I'm gonna go take my dog for a long ass walk right now...at 230 in the a.m. and clear my head.
Fuck being nice!!
-the MUTHAFUCKIN' BULLY
So, yeah, this chick that I kicked it with about a year ago came up to kick it with me tonight. I have brought her up in a blog before, but never anything extensive...I called her Bi-Chick. Anyway, after I first stopped kicking it with her towards the middle of last summer to kick it with Triflin' Chick I got to thinking about how she was a good fun chick. Maybe not THE right chick for me to wifey up, but still a good chick. She came up here and we went out and had a few drinks and dinner and then went to this party/first friday in the little ass town that I work in. I spent way more money on her for dinner and drinks then I have ever done, but I rationalized it out cause I thought she was a good chick. Honestly she is the only chick in a long time whose motives I didn't question, I guess I kinda trusted her. Thats huge cause the Muthafuckin' BULLY don't trust no women. I even told her that I thought she was a good chick and that I didn't question her agenda and reinforced that with the whole "I don't trust women" thing.
So after dinner we headed over to the party, it was all to the good. She gets my type of humor and is a smart ass back to me, I'm digging it. We leave the party early, come back to the spizzot, she goes and pees and says "I'm gonna go."
What?
I'm gonna go home...
What... are you really gonna leave?
Yeah, I'm straight....I'll make it.
Naw, just stay here, its cool.
No, I'm just gonna go home, I gotta go to work tomorrow.
Yeah, at 12. Just get in the bed.
We went back and forth a few times, but she still left. And I got sad.
I am sad. I wasn't worried about fucking her, not really. I would have been plenty happy to just cuddle and get a little pat and tickle going. But she still left.
I'm going through some sort of funk or something. She came all the way from Tallahassee to T-ville, and then decided to go back home. What the fuck? It was her idea to come up here in the first place. What the fuck?
Ok, so yeah, she has been dating some dude for 8 or 9 months, but so. I don't give a shit. I'm the MUTHAFUCKIN' BULLY. I take precedence over all that shit, especially when YOU KNOW YOU are having a good time with me.
So now I am starting to get mad some. Cause I know she is going over to that pussyass musician dude that she has been seeing for damn near a year. Fuck him. Fuck her....where the fuck is my JT Money CD? (that pimpin on wax album gets me through when females upset me....Ho problems aint no problem....don't hate the game cause ain't gon solve 'em)
I'm sad yo.
Did the only chick that I actually thought was a good chick play me? Or did this good chick just do the right thing by not stay the night with me and going to the other dude of 8 or 9 months.
I don't give a shit either way cause I am the ONE that is sad. I even told her that I was sad for her to leave, but oh fucking well.
I've been doing this good guy shit for like all year.....bout to get tired of it.
FUCK!!!!!
I'm out. I'm gonna go take my dog for a long ass walk right now...at 230 in the a.m. and clear my head.
Fuck being nice!!
-the MUTHAFUCKIN' BULLY
posted by RAGING BULL at 1:59 AM
4 Comments:
awwww...how can you be pissed at her? You already know she's seeing some other dude and been seeing him for almost a year.
Hmmm I wonder if that's why you are now interested in her. Men always seem to want the one they can't have anymore.
I'm mad at her for coming back to your place in the wee hours of the morning though...that's a bit much for someone who aint staying over.
Damn, I get too damn emotional when I'm drunk/buzzed.
lol fuck being nice. I just had a thought of that being tattooed on me some place :-)
The Bully needs to update his post already!
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