Ornery as ever
Hey folks....yeah, its me, Bull E. I'm still alive.
I still like to beast it out in the gym.
I still like to shoot guns.
Gas prices are still pissing me off.
I still think I am the shit. (all you other motherfuckers need to get out the toilet)
Me and the Amazon are still kickin it.
Here is the kicker...well, not completely new, but a new intensity. I DO NOT WANT A COMMITTED REALTIONSHIP!!! Like I really really do not want a committed relationship. I want friends. I do not want to spend a whole bunch of time with anydamnone. And what makes it feel so crazy to me is the amount of disdain I have for relationships right now. Like the simple thought of one makes me a little sick and angry and repulsed. I just don't want to be considered an us or a we or none of that shit. What I do want to make a commitment to....well, what I am making a commitment to is the muthahfuggin gym and my muthafuggin body.
That is all I want to do. I ran this morning for the first time in forever and I am going to try to make it a damn near daily thing, along with my beasting it out in the gym sessions in the evenings (Yeah, the evening sessions will continue to include treadmill work). I have finally gotten fed up with not being happy with how I look. I'm tired of sittin up wishing I had the body that I used to have. Tired of wishing I was fine so I could get away with throwing on a snug ass t-shirt, going out and still be able to pull mad females.....tired of feeling like I gotta try to dress fly to look really good. I'm tired of not getting felt the fuck up by damn near every woman that I come in contact with. (You know what the hell I'm tombout...chicks be real quik to break the touch barrier with a big buff ass nigga) I just wanna throw on some jeans and a young polo and look right. I'm tired of being like "I sure do wish I could get out just run and shit." I am not trying to have another Flag football season where I can't even run a whole damn game.
I just want to train and get my body right. I want to have a body like a nigga that you might see on T.V. or some shit. I don't want to be the chubby boy anymore. I want to get back to the point where I feel more than confident enough to pull off my shirt at anytime. Hell, the truck aint got no ac...I wanna be able to ride in that bitch shirtless and not worry about when I open the door everyone seeing my fukin side belly. I hate the way my belly hangs when I lean over to brush my teeth. I hate the way that my belly kinda lays on the bed along with me when I lay on my side. I hate the way my side belly jiggles a little when I walk and shit. I hate the way my fuckin thighs rub when I run.
This shit has become my number one, by far, burning desire in life and I am only getting more and more consumed by it as time goes by.
-the Muthafuckin' BULLY
I still like to beast it out in the gym.
I still like to shoot guns.
Gas prices are still pissing me off.
I still think I am the shit. (all you other motherfuckers need to get out the toilet)
Me and the Amazon are still kickin it.
Here is the kicker...well, not completely new, but a new intensity. I DO NOT WANT A COMMITTED REALTIONSHIP!!! Like I really really do not want a committed relationship. I want friends. I do not want to spend a whole bunch of time with anydamnone. And what makes it feel so crazy to me is the amount of disdain I have for relationships right now. Like the simple thought of one makes me a little sick and angry and repulsed. I just don't want to be considered an us or a we or none of that shit. What I do want to make a commitment to....well, what I am making a commitment to is the muthahfuggin gym and my muthafuggin body.
That is all I want to do. I ran this morning for the first time in forever and I am going to try to make it a damn near daily thing, along with my beasting it out in the gym sessions in the evenings (Yeah, the evening sessions will continue to include treadmill work). I have finally gotten fed up with not being happy with how I look. I'm tired of sittin up wishing I had the body that I used to have. Tired of wishing I was fine so I could get away with throwing on a snug ass t-shirt, going out and still be able to pull mad females.....tired of feeling like I gotta try to dress fly to look really good. I'm tired of not getting felt the fuck up by damn near every woman that I come in contact with. (You know what the hell I'm tombout...chicks be real quik to break the touch barrier with a big buff ass nigga) I just wanna throw on some jeans and a young polo and look right. I'm tired of being like "I sure do wish I could get out just run and shit." I am not trying to have another Flag football season where I can't even run a whole damn game.
I just want to train and get my body right. I want to have a body like a nigga that you might see on T.V. or some shit. I don't want to be the chubby boy anymore. I want to get back to the point where I feel more than confident enough to pull off my shirt at anytime. Hell, the truck aint got no ac...I wanna be able to ride in that bitch shirtless and not worry about when I open the door everyone seeing my fukin side belly. I hate the way my belly hangs when I lean over to brush my teeth. I hate the way that my belly kinda lays on the bed along with me when I lay on my side. I hate the way my side belly jiggles a little when I walk and shit. I hate the way my fuckin thighs rub when I run.
This shit has become my number one, by far, burning desire in life and I am only getting more and more consumed by it as time goes by.
-the Muthafuckin' BULLY
posted by RAGING BULL at 8:27 AM
4 Comments:
did yo monkey ass say "im the shit ...all them other mufuggas get out the toilet?"
I hate you! LMAO
Bully!!! DA HELL, i thought only women thought like this..lol u are a mess! ummm i wouldn't consider u chubby but whatev!
super b complex with two 1000 mg tablets of vitamin c along with your daily dose of mega men from gnc should straighten all that out in no time. And take that flax seed oil for the joints if you are going to get back into running.
"everybody needs a love no doubt, any love. any love." - luther vandross
although I have to say, I don't feel like having someone hanging around me all the time, looking for excitement and romance either. I get you.
OMG! I'm sooooooooo --->HERE<--- with you on this post.
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