I'm trippin........

So, yeah....your boy is straight trippin.

The whole not having sex thing is fuckin with me hard.

The whole wanting a mainstay type chick is fucking with me hard.

The chick that I have been dating, playing around with, doing all types of sexual type shit like showering together and that bullshit ass dry humping and groping is fucking with me hard.

Me not wanting to fuck my own hand is fucking with me hard.

Normally the stress of the extra responsibility/new position type shit wouldn't be fucking with me all that bad, but with all this other shit is fucking with me real hard.

Me really wanting to try out Black Beauty is fucking with me hard.

The fucking Bi-o-chick is fucking with me hard......I really don't like her approach at shit. She says she just wants to talk and be friends, but she just......she just reminds me of so many grimy niggas that I know. I felt pretty disrespected by the whole shit, and then I just don't trust the bitch.

Like I said....I'm trippin

I've been lifting hard....when I do that shit I get kinda off keel for a while til my body gets used to the extra amounts of testosterone that comes as a result of me pushing myself physically.
(Crazy as it may sound when I get to lifting hard I really get edgy as fuck....I even get a little bit of acne on my shoulders....yeah, straight up symptoms of someone on roids)

I'm trippin

I need to get some ass....and the chick I lost my virginity to has been trying to come and visit me for a fucking while.

I'm tired of kicking it with the chick that I'm dating. That chick is kinda spoiled......I kinda feel like I'm giving way more than I get in return...unless you consider getting sexually teased a decent return. I have bought her dinner several times, albeit some of them have been cheap, like Firehouse subs, but I even cooked dinner for her a time or two. I have let her do her laundry over here a couple times and all I have gotten was to use her $30 gift card at Olive Garden....and I still had to add to it. Then I took her out to a nightclub.

I'm trippin.

Naw, I'm not trippin. I want a woman that isn't all about getting and somewhat about giving. A chick that won't just say "Oh, I got you next time." And then be over the next day ready to wash her clothes........

I don't know.....I need to just get some ass.....cut this good boy shit out.

Maybe.....

I'm fuckin trippin'