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Aight, soooooo, yeah........I know I had been talking about a lot of stuff..errr people consistantly for a minute there and now nothing, so here it is.

Bi-chick (Not to be confused with the recently met bitch, Bi-o-chick)
Bi-chick is pregnant....or atleast that is her story. And nope...not by me. Matter of fact I had to fight the urge to be like "Ha...thats what you get for not fuckin' me. I would have been using a condom and you would not be pregnant right now." real hard.....I still think about calling her and saying that and we haven't spoken in around a month. She got knocked up by an ex-boyfriend one time when I think she wanted me to come over, but I was doing something else. We hadn't talked for a while when she told me that she with child. She had stopped coming up to the spizzot, and we would see each other sometimes when I was in Tally, but there wasn't anymore plain ol me and her together by ourselves time. I had been asking her to kick it here and there, but she was always too tired or something and then when she wanted to kick it I was busy.

She then got on the whole low self-esteem kick like "Why do you want to kick it with the big girl" like she was saying that since she was fat there was no way I could find her attractive. I mean yeah, she is fat...but she is hella fun, and still has a good shape, she looks like a woman, not a stack of pancakes. Then after she told me she was pregnant she got on the "No one wants to hang out with the big pregnant girl" kick. I got tired of telling her she was trippin all the damn time time and sent her one last e-mail that said "I don't even know why I even try to kick it with you anymore. Forget it....I'm done" I haven't spoken to her since, nor have I gotten anymore of those everyday "Good Morning" text messages that I had grown so damn fond of.

The funny part is that when we first met, like a year ago, she was just getting over some surgery that was supposed to make her not able to have kids.........hmmmm. I never said that I didn't know her to be a fuckin' liar

the Ex....I'm tombout THE EX
I haven't spoken to her in around a month and a half. Long story short......if you find yourself to be kinda stuck in a long lingering on again/off again type relationship limbo thing, just spend a weekend with the person. Even better if the weekend stint is kinda unsolicited.

I invited her up one Friday night. She left for work on Sat. am, then came back and didn't leave until Sunday afternoon....cause I was leaving to go see Momma 'nem. All that time together helped me realize that the thrill was gone..completely. We aren't quite the same people......well I'm not the same dude anymore for sure. I used to be the guy that opened his mouth real quick like when I smeeled shit, and didn't give a fuck if I hurt someones feeling when I told them about the shit I smelled. Now, I smell shit, don't say nathan, but remember I smelled shit and either not go around your shitty ass no more, or keep your shitty ass at a length and in specified areas, while you look all types of confused.

I'm working on that.

Thats all I got on that.......just hit me in the comments if yall have questions about any of the shit that I brought up and you wanted to know more.