Maybe I should blog on it.....
I'm not, though.
Not now, at least.
Ok, maybe I will.......
Sometimes I wish I could feel a certain way about certain things......but then maybe sometimes I'm glad I don't feel a certain way about sertain things.
Most of the time i wish I didn't feel shit about a lot of things.
Used to be that way.....life was a little more dull, though, but a lot more carefree.
Fuckin' trade offs.
I feel way more shit about shit now than I ever have....it sucks.
Ugh....I need to detox, but don't quite have the strength to do it, ok maybe I have the strength, but not the dsicipline.
Fuck it.........I actually have both. I just lack the desire to do it....whole hearted desire, at least.
I know what needs to be done, and I should just do it.
I really should.....logically, what I'm doing is pointless.
Too bad the non-logical side of me is punk.
Not now, at least.
Ok, maybe I will.......
Sometimes I wish I could feel a certain way about certain things......but then maybe sometimes I'm glad I don't feel a certain way about sertain things.
Most of the time i wish I didn't feel shit about a lot of things.
Used to be that way.....life was a little more dull, though, but a lot more carefree.
Fuckin' trade offs.
I feel way more shit about shit now than I ever have....it sucks.
Ugh....I need to detox, but don't quite have the strength to do it, ok maybe I have the strength, but not the dsicipline.
Fuck it.........I actually have both. I just lack the desire to do it....whole hearted desire, at least.
I know what needs to be done, and I should just do it.
I really should.....logically, what I'm doing is pointless.
Too bad the non-logical side of me is punk.
Labels: emotions and shit
posted by RAGING BULL at 10:14 AM
7 Comments:
*sigh*
never heard u ramble on and on like this...speak your mind bully baby
....i kinda did
You did not fucker.
I'm confused as all hell.
Could be the nyquil though.
Sipping that shit out of thermos like a dope fiend.
You know what needs to be done...but are you ready to do it?
Where is my Fcuk The World Bully? I know he's in there =) Whatever it is, I'm sure you'll work it out.
Dear Bully
Please go and save Glo.
Peace,
Cas
Dear Bully
Snap out of it.
Love, Cas
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