Sunday, February 19, 2006

I'm sick, ya bitch.

Fuck, Mannnn, I fucking sick. I came all the down to sunny Orlando Fucking Florida, and I get all fluey and shit. Cant sleep for more than like 4 hours at a time. So I sleep from 4:30 or 5 to in the am. I really want to sleep more, but I can't. Didn't drink last night, not really at least, just enough to keep my homeboy going cause he wanted to get drunk. Thats right bitches, the BULLY will mix beer and Flu medicine so a friend can get drunk and not feel like an alky from drinking by himself.

I know I haven't made any posts lately, sooooo...... fuck you.

I did try to make a post a few days ago after reading seacrest's gay ass whimsical (fuck you if I didn't spel it right) entry about going to the beach and falling asleep on the beach. I started to talk about how fruity his blog was, but then I started talking about how I found out I had Diabetes a couple months ago, and how I was feeling all fat and unattractive, and unhealthy, and coming to grips with mortality, and dealing with my ankle which was all fucked up at the time, keeping me from doing any cardio, and a how I was upset cause I couldn't have a chick that I liked, and was all depressed, and didn't cut my hair or shave or feel like getting out of my bed and all that shit. Yeah, I know it was a run-on.

The good news, though, is that my ankle is healed, I got a nice new chick in my life, I been working out consistantly since the beginning of the semester, I've come to grips with the diabetes and mortality thing (well I can handle the diabetes thing, but I still have a little difficulty dealing with the fact that if I don't stay on top of shit I could ened up going blind, or having to lose a limb, dialysis, or even death). Basically, I'm feeling like the BULLY again. I'm happy. I'm confident, maybe even a little arrogant. I'm proud.

I'm the BULLY ya bitch!!!

p.s.: What the fuck is Juice? Better hand me some of that Drink!