I'm tired

I got a damn full nights sleep in last night, as a matter of fact I overslept so much that I am not going to be able to get out to my mom's school today. I'll make it out there on Monday.

The real reason that I am tired is that I have been training hard again. I've changed up my weight lifting program, lifting with these other cats. I'm starting to incoorporate more heavy weight into my program. I had to start doing this cause I realized how weak I was getting or I should really say how weak I am. Last time I went from doing a lot of low weight, high reps I blew the fuck up. I mean, your boy just got big as shit pretty damn fast, I gained noticible size in 2-3 weeks. Thats not gonna happen this time cause instead of easing up on cardio like I did then, I am increasing it. I got in a hours worth yesterday. I'm not too concerned with geting cock deisle big any more. Trying to lean up, get a little smaller, but pretty damn lean. All this cardio is wearing me out. I'm just sitting here tired, weak, and a little sore. I think I know why I am feeling this way. I'm pretty sure that my diet is, ad has been, kinda carb deffiecient. With me bustin ass so much like his with all the cardio and lifting, my body has just run out of energy. But this also means that my body is not only burning up all th calories that I bring in, it is also burning up energy reserves (fat). What I need to do though is bring in some carby fatty foods so my body doesn't go into famine mode and just start saving every bit of energy it can. If the body feels like it going to constantly get energy, then it will not try to store it. And getting some food in me will give me the necessary energy for working out today. Until I get some carbs in me I'm gonna be dragging just like this. I really want something with som sugar in it. Something kinda sweet with a lot of carbs would be great.

-the Starving BULLY

Women are quite different

So, yeah, I work with a bunch of women in my office. I don't know what it is about accounting, but hat shit must be like cat-nip for women. Then again, folks might wanna say the opposite for Engineering. I can't say that only women like avcounting, my Intro to financial accounting teacher for this semester is a man. He is kinda on the quesionable side, though, and I think he is "Whitegirlin' with it" I'm not for sure, but I think he is cause one day durying class, kinda stops talking and says, "Oh, excuse me, I thought I saw my wife." . I saw nothing but a couple of white girls. Oh well, what ever floats that niggas boat, I guess. One thing that is funny though is that this nigga still listens to Will Smith. It was crazy cause at the end a class one time he made a refference to a Will Smithskit, on BIG WILLE STYLE the album. He says Big willie, and I almost die trying to not laugh at this corny lame nigga.

Anyway, backt to the point of this blog, It is a fucking trip working with all these women. Not bad just different. I've nbever heard so much talk about deits, and all that shit. I'm real tired, too damsn tired to finish this damn blog, so peace out

Call a bitch a bitch

Well I don't think Ive ever done this before, maybe I kinda tiptoed upto and then around it, but never just straight out did it, so here it goes: MY EX-GIRLFRIEND IS A BITCH.

YEAH I SAID IT, MY EX-GIRLFRIEND IS A BITCH


The last straw was last week when I was standing out in the fron't of publix waioting on my homeboy to show up. I was standing at the back of the parking lot, close to the entrance from Ocala R., probably looking kinda lost/needing help. I see my ex driving by, leaving the store, I hollar at her, she just kinda waves and keeps going. She doesn't open her window, stop and say hey, ask me why I'm just standing out there like an asshole or nothing. I end up calling her later on that night, and ask her why she didn't stop and she gives me some bullshit answer bout her having stuff to do, cause she had a car full of groceries and she had to pick up her dog from her friends. Which was bullshit cause she knew it would not have hurt her to stop for 30 seconds and been like hey, why are you just standing out here. What makes it even worse was thatI had been trying to getin contact with her for the last week, calling her leaving mesages like "I'm kinda worried bout you cause yo haven't returned my calls, please call me" and shit like that. I'm trying to be nice, keep a friendship and shit and she wants to just pass by and wave, like I'm some guy that was just in a class with her or something. I never would haveexpected someone that I had been so tight with would just pass by me like that. This is someone that I used to spend so much time with that whe we went for 12 hours apart that it felt like days had passed, and we would be all like "Damn, I haven't seen you in forever." We were so tight that I got phone calls at her place. I loved that chick, and she wouldn't even stop and say hey. Thats really fuckd up.

I'm done with that bitch.

-the Motherfuckin' BULLY