Maybe I am wrong

So, yeah.., I got to talking with these older cats at the job. They are from my plant, up here working/traning. They go to talking bout how they were doing it up round here with these female co-workers and shit. I told how I haven't been having no luck, or nothin. One of em bust me out and was like you are just looking for too much up here. He had a good point, like for really, there is little to no chance that I will meet a chick and have that shit grow into a meaningful relationship worth anything before I have to dip out. Dude laughed at me when I said I wasn't getting any play from these women up here and told me I was, but I just wasn't tryin to see it. He was right, there are a good 3-4 broads at the plant that I know that I could just bang out straight up. First date, no date, do not pass go, go straight to the Bull Pen and get fucked.

I haven't been trying to see that shit, cause firstly it aint smart to fuck broads at the place of employment. My shit is far too god at the job to risk it on some scalliwag. And then, most of them broads aint really top notch. But, I really did get to thinkin bout it, maybe I should go ahead an dip my dick in some of these broads. I mean, really. I'm not fuckin nuthin' else up here, my dick be gettin hard for no damn reason and shit. I'm all short tempered and moody. I'm not gonna be here for much longer, and these broads won't even be with the company any more. And another good thing is that running through these trollumps might help awaken the deep deep sleep that the real Bully has been put into by the SweetNigga. Bringing the balance back into place, you know.

I've been so fucking good bout not trying none of them broads too. This one chick that I always talk too told me bout some broads that were looking at meand saying I'm fine and all that. What have I done....I've not taken my ass to their side of the plant since. ..........Fuck all that. I'm going over there when I get back from lunch. FUck all of this me feeling like a bitch and having to hold my own dick all the damn time and shit. Beside, time and time again chicks have shown me that this s how they like anigga to be anyway. Fuck it. I just got all mad nd shit while I was typing this. Told you I'm getting all ill tempered and shit.

-the Muthafuckin BULLY

Am I still worthy of the name?

Yeah, so I went out Saturday night. It ended up being a pretty ok night. I fell of in this chill spot/lounge place. It was pretty cool, it was really just an old house that some cat put a super full ass bar in. They played music, there was no dance floor, or dancing, just a kick back spot.

I end up sitting at this table with a couple nice looking proffesional ladies. Good job having chicks. Prolly make a lot more money than me chicks. I kick it for a minute and decide to go somwhere there will be dancing and livliness, so I decide to go ahead and get a number. I think to myself: Ok, I really want the nicer looking ones number, but I have much better chances with the not so cute one (She wasn't ugly, just not as good looking as the other). Ummmm, I'm going for the pretty one.

I ask for the pretty one's number, and she says "Awwww, if I didn't have a boyfriend....." So I sit there for a few seconds looking a little lost and discouraged and then smiled and said "Now I'm wondering how much of an asshole would I be if were to ask you for your number (while looking at the other one)"....... It didn't work out. I laughed some told them bye, and left.

I ended up meeting some other chick at this other place while she was headed to her car. We talked for a while, then she wanted to go back to the place I had just left......I said it wasn't hitting on much cause I didn't want to see them other chicks. And we end up going back to her place, kicked it some she fell asleep and I left. The weird thing is that I didn't cut. Didn't try to cut. She is a pretty cute chick 5-7 nice legs and booty (smart chick too, she has like 2 bachelors one in nutrition and the other in something like sociology or something, I don't remember and she is working on some sort of management thing now), but I didn't wanna just fuck her. I really kind of respected her, even though she brought me back to the crib late as fuck. I mean straight up bootycall hours, but I couldn't get my self to try anything.

I lfelt like a big ol' fag. Not six months ago I would have been all up in that with my thumb in her booty. I'm growing up and becoming a nice guy for real for real. Its kinda really uncomfortable for me.

I guess I'm just starting too want to settle down more and see women as more than just something to stick my cock and thumb in. I'll still rip up some ol' brizzle, unless I slip up and get it in my head that she is worth something.


-the guy formerly known as the BULLY....now known as the VAGINA

I am....

Aight, I always see where Shug has these little Survey joints that she does. I think they are pretty fun and interesting, but I don’t ever feel like doing the cut and paste thing, so I will do what I have done before any of those surveys started up. I’m just gonna be good with the 1 liners. (Oh yeah, I’m also kinda jealous that Shug and other people whose Blog I read are part of little Blogger communities, but the BULLY is not hardl part of a damn. I hardly ever get comments and shit. A big part of why I do this is to get other folks opinions on my thoughts, oh well. I still have big balls.)

I am:

-A Beast
-A Fuckin’ Beast
-A teddy bear, a really cuddly one
-The big ol’ goofy family dog that is always sooo sweet and loveable with the family, but will be quick as hell to maul a bitch with ill intent towards my fam.
-the type of dude that really does care about what you have to say
-the type of dude that might not feel like hearing what you have to say all of the damn time
-the guy that picks his nose sometimes when no one is looking
-the guy that will admit to picking his nose
-the guy that does not like to fart around chicks he is talking to and would appreciate the same respect in return, and that is for a llloooonnnnngggg time into the relationship
-the type of dude that will excuse himself, or at least walk off somewhere to fart when with his chick, but not be too shame to let her know what he is doing
-sensitive to a certain point
-the type of dude that loves a feminine chick
-the type of dude that is annoyed by prissy chicks
-the type of guy that likes being bigger and stronger than everyone else
-the guy that would still be an aggressive dominant male type even if I wasn’t bigger and stronger than everyone else
-trying to be patient while I find a nice chick to become my wife
-too moody sometimes
-a bit of an asshole
-still not quite as confident in myself as I should be
-a hard person to be friends with sometimes
-the type of person that does not get along with uppity folks.
-I always feel like uppity folks are looking down on me because I am not “polished”, or even moreso, none of my Family is “polished”.
-My Family and I are some of the best, most genuine people in the fuckin’ world. And that is for real
-the type of guy that really likes tits and ass and thighs and hips …….Basically I love women. I even dig some fat chicks. If that good womanly shape is there, then I’m likin it
-I like plain out big Amazon like women. I kinda like that I know I can’t just easily conquer them, and then they are just a lot of woman. More for me to love.
-the short guy (5’8-9”) that tall chicks don’t wanna kick it with cause I’m short, and it pisses me off.
-the guy that thinks tall chicks are just plain out missin out on this short man wide vigorous dick
-a MAN
-the guy that really wants to have a great wife and kids so I can be great GREAT father to my kids, that’s even if I do have a son that is a fruity patooty ass faggot. I would still love his ol’ sugary ass and try my best to relate to him
-done


-the Muthafuckin’ BULLY